im angry with hate myself.

nth went in ~~
i noe it's coming, 1wk left but..
i noe i need to study but..
i noe but..

wad for i study so hard when eventually before the exam starts, i will forget everything i studied.. wad's wrong?? i cant rmb those facts, those drug names, the function of each drug etc.. it is tough.. how?? /:

in the end, i slacked.. wad'll happen if another choice is given to me at tt time?? den mayb i dont hav to waste so such of my brain cells.. LOL!

19aug: MLS
20aug: PP
21aug: HBD
25aug: BI
26aug: DDS
27aug: BP

omg omg.. how to focus??
everything i do, i do it for a reason..