in the end, i didnt turned up for the paper.. /:
to me,
it's alright to lie to yourself sometimes...
pretending tt everything's ok..
do i still have any choice??
i just dont understand.. i really dont!
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too many things left unsaid that it turns out this way..
i cant help but to blame myself for causing it to happen..
lotsa sorry..
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