was given a video to watch just now and i guess the main purpose was to make me laugh and feel better bah? but im sad to say, i dont.. i think if given other situations and not wad im now, i might be laughing at those ppl, entertainment wad... however, i just dont find it funny now...



anyway, thru' tt video i kinda realised something.. in life, mayb we need to adapt to our surrounding.. in that given situation, one can only react by following the crowd and suit oneself into tt enviornment.. if not, just lyk in the video, u may just end up in the water.. with ppl laughing AT u while u are calling for help.. and this oso reminds me abt smt i learnt during comskill.. if the goal is not impt but the relationship is, one may choose "accommodating" to avoid conflicts.. meaning tt even if the demands are those very unreasonable ones, one will still give in to the demands to avoid conflicts.. just lyk a chamelon - camouflage and blend into the surrounding.. somehow, it kinda reflects how my life is right now.. giving in to almost everything, having to do most of the work by myself.. i feel so tired.. i do feel the stress once again... but who can i turn to?



i need support people!!! all the people are lyk dead? i noe u guys are busy but cant u guys just spare a few mins with me? not only do u guys are having projects to do, it's the same for me la!!! cant u ppl help?! im not a superwoman, im just a human.. i need rest.. my patience and temper is limited!! pls dont cross THAT line!! dont say i didnt warn u guys.. i repeat myself once more: "MY PATIENCE IS LIMITED.. DO NOT STEP OVER THAT LINE!!!!"



buaibuai!!