SORRY! for not updating for the past few weeks..

im here as i cant slp as usual la.. was out for the whole day - visiting; watching movie; spending time wif my frenx. wasted 5hrs of my time looking and staring at the com screens while others were playing dota and cs.. hmph. sianzation. den slpt for awhile lor and was thinking thinking thinking.. aiyoyo!
(HAPPY THINKING DAY TO ALL GUIDES & SCOUTS!!)

i feel lyk looking for someone to chat wif but i jux duno how to start the conversation wif someone and mayb i shldnt.. or shld i go back sch and look for my favourite cher, mr long to tok to? i wonder if he's free to listen to me.. it's really nice to chat wif him, at least i feel more comfortable compared to other chers i hav.. hmph. HOW?? wad's wrong wif me nowadays?? i do noe the fact tt escaping doesnt work but i duno wad esle can i do now. i need to and will be fine one day for the sake of my frenx, and family.. they tried so hard to be thr for me, to help me.. silly me even cried when my popo gave me advice and encouragement to stay strong during the eve of CNY.. however, i think i do need MORE time to adapt and adjust.. kinda lose the confidence i used to hav.. mayb im still afraid despite it had been 2weeks.. it hurts loads! if only time can return.. hmph. ):
(tears are flowing as i typed all this..)

PS: tahan wif me for awhile, pls.. i jux need to find some way to express myself out..
SORRY peeps. (if thr's still ppl reading my blog.)
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